Christmas present
Jan. 10th, 2003 07:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
plutherusThe Christmas present from my mother arrived yesterday. Along with a big fuzzy blanket, and the book of the new Star Trek movie, there was a bag of Bertie Bott's Beans that they picked up last month in their trip to the Jelly Belly factory.
Now, to understand the implications of this, you gotta know a few things: My family is very (very) religious. Of the Pat-Robertson-listening, Jack-Chick-Reading, gather-round-for-a-good-old-book-burning variety. Bertie Bott's Every-Flavor Beans are a candy that feature prominently in the Harry Potter novels, which of course, the fundamentalist churches condemn as evil. A fact of which she is quite aware. In past years, I've been given Christian books and heartfelt "Jesus is real" statements. For her to buy me a bag of them for a Christmas present is a hell of a statement: An acceptance that my beliefs differ from hers and that it doesn't matter. For the first time since I was like ten, I feel like I'm loved and accepted for who I am.
I'm not sure of all the psycho-sociological implications of a booger-flavored jelly bean being a symbol of a mother's love, but there it is.
Now, to understand the implications of this, you gotta know a few things: My family is very (very) religious. Of the Pat-Robertson-listening, Jack-Chick-Reading, gather-round-for-a-good-old-book-burning variety. Bertie Bott's Every-Flavor Beans are a candy that feature prominently in the Harry Potter novels, which of course, the fundamentalist churches condemn as evil. A fact of which she is quite aware. In past years, I've been given Christian books and heartfelt "Jesus is real" statements. For her to buy me a bag of them for a Christmas present is a hell of a statement: An acceptance that my beliefs differ from hers and that it doesn't matter. For the first time since I was like ten, I feel like I'm loved and accepted for who I am.
I'm not sure of all the psycho-sociological implications of a booger-flavored jelly bean being a symbol of a mother's love, but there it is.
